# 2025: what a weird year > 2025 shattered some beliefs i held tight. here's what i learned when the illusions fell away. - **Author**: kalash vasaniya - **Published**: 2025-12-19 - **Category**: personal - **URL**: https://www.kalashvasaniya.com/blog/2025-what-a-weird-year --- what a weird year. i have somehow been the happiest and saddest that i have ever been. i have learned how to let go and how to hold on at the same time. i have lost versions of myself that i thought i would be forever. i met new ones i never expected. want to know the detailed story? [click here](/#2025). february - october 2025 was the best time of my life. i'm actually living my life, same as i dreamed of. i created almost 7 passive income sources. and then the biggest downfall of my life just came. on november 3, my twitter account got suspended. read the full twitter story here: [my twitter account got suspended](https://www.kalashvasaniya.com/blog/my-twitter-account-got-suspended). and then on november 6, my medium account got suspended. my affiliates and sponsorship came from medium, so they are also gone. read the full medium story here: [my medium account got suspended](https://www.kalashvasaniya.com/blog/my-medium-account-got-suspended). lost 4 income sources out of 7 in just 4 days. story not over... the other 3 remaining income sources were 2 startups and 1 job. 1 startup kinda failed and the other i didn't launch, so total we can say 6 income sources gone. and now 1 income source left - that's my job. and that's what i hate. i don't want it. and yeah, on december 13, i lost my job too. i went from 0 to $1800+ to 0 in 2025. what a weird year. "weird is just another word for growth." there were days that broke me and days that stitched me back together in quiet ways. i loved. i healed. i tried again. and somehow even after everything, my heart still believes in beautiful endings. 2025 is the year of growth. 2026 i'm coming back for everything. --- - [More personal articles](https://www.kalashvasaniya.com/blog/category/personal) - [All articles](https://www.kalashvasaniya.com/blog)